Allow me to bitch...

For the very first time, i lodged a complain to my superior. I shall let you judge how @##$%^^&** this senior (T) is.

I was on half day urgent leave today and the incident took place in the morning.

Scene I: Early in the morning.... i (Moi) received a call from an internal "auditor" (A)

A: Can I arranged for a sit-in tml between 2 to 3 pm to understand more about the process?
Moi: I shall check with T and get back to you. (Since my superior assigned T to attend to A's enquiries)

Scene II: T stepped in

Moi: A called and check if she could come in tml for just an hr.
T: Tml i can't leh.
Moi: Then when will you be free? I need to get back to A.
T: (In a super LL tone) How i know? You ppl keep getting urgent leave (arrowing at me and perhaps another colleak who was on MC yest. Do take note that this is the very first urgent leave i applied.). I am not free for the coming 2 weeks lah.
Moi: (In heart tinking... how busy could you get when i am doing most stuff of the daily operation and no others is on leave tml, meaning she need not cover... anyway, i asked nicely.... ) T ah, you are covering cap mkt tml meh?
T: (She got worked up) Belle ah, doesn't mean i dun need to cover, i am not busy leh. I have other things to do.
T: (...continues sarcastically) If you are free, get her to sit in with you lor.

Wad the... if i could, i would love to voulnteer man.

Scene III: At around noon when T prepared for lunch

T: You leaving at 1pm right?
Moi: Aye.... i thought it's 12.30pm
T: Who say it's 12.30pm?
Moi: I checked with (another colleak) yesterday and he told me so.
T: (Still tinking she is darn right.... asked loudly to the bunch of colleaks present) It's 1pm or 12.30pm?

--- Reply was 12.30pm---
T: (Walked away and out for lunch quietly)

--- At 12.45pm, still no sight of her return---

@##$%%&** How inconsiderate of her. She knew that i had an appointment. She knew that i can't leave the desk until she return and yet.... I have been tolerating her for the past dunno how many months and i guess she doesn't worth my silence of her bullies any more. That's it!!!

Jump like a Kangaroo!

Strange.... The camera always fail to capture moi in the air despite many jumps.

2nd April would be the selection day. =) Hope everything goes smoothly.

When i was travelling home from work, i noticed a lady... she was sitting in a corner, head down. She seemed to have fallen aslp until i saw a droplet rolled from her eye. The second, third and more drops followed. I guess it must be someting so unbearable and upsetting for her to tear in the public. I guess this is the best comfort she could seeked.

If you are not prepared to help in the heal, just stay away and stop allowing the cut to go any deeper. If i still worth anything.

Earlier than Expected

My solemnisation is brought forward. Initially, we have decided to go ahead with the date that meant alot to us. We had even informed the resort of the desired date. This decision was made with the misconception that it is unnecessary to pick an auspicious day for ROM.

It was until i went to the library last weekend that i found out, to my horror that it was a total opposite. The book of feng shui states that the legal marriage counts and should be observed instead of customary. The latter could be held in convenience.

Knowing that the intended date is unfavorable to some of our immediate family members, Teddy and i decided to heed the advice to change date. I guess you would have did the same when the people affected are your dear ones. Of course, as an extreme Saggitarius (perfectionist), i was pretty upset with the change and to face the fact that marriage is not only about the two of us. But, as long as our family stays harmonious and healthy, this sacrify is all worth it.

The horror came when we were told that another couple has tentatively booked the location on the changed date and they were given a few days to consider and confirm. It was a total upset!!! I was fustrated over the uncertainties. It was Teddy who comforted me in his own ways. Teddy also "pestered" the wedding planner for the outcome everday, all because he wanted me to have a gd nite slp sooner. Thank You.

I am thankful that it turned out to be a gd news (Phew!!!). The slot is awarded to us. This should stop me from being too worrisome for the time being. I hope i can be a happy BTB from now. Teddy has promised to help me be one. =)

Oh ya, our dae will be in end of this yr, earlier than expected.

Next in line to solve will be the issue of leave crashes with other officers. Wish me luck.

That is very upsetting... =(