~*Belle's garden*~: September 2007

Analogy

I went jogging with Zhen Jie tis evening... as usual, i did some tinkings while doing that. The run todae affirmed my view that this sport is very similar to life. One needs motivation to move on or to finish. One will mit his/her up and down slope. It really depends on one's mental strength and attitude to bring his/her through the different stages. You will mit people who encourage you along the way (i know who they are in my path).

Not too long after i started the jog, i told zhen jie i am tired. In my heart, i doubted my ability to cross our targeted finishing line. I "dragged" and thought i would stop any time soon. To my surprise, i picked up the momentum after a while. I am still unsure of the driving force, but i am certain at that point in time, i wanted to complete the run. I did that and would consider my performance satisfactory.

Associating that to my life.... i am tired, nothing more to describe. Seriously, i wanted to move on, but am uncertain of when this unknown driving force will kick in. I am looking forward, though not with a very positive attitude. I hope the situation will not be so adverse that is enough to make me stop.

It's Significance?

Forgive-me rose???

Going pinic soon.... =]

Updates =)

Friday was HSBC's dnd. The party's theme was planetary and i was in Perceptin, the green team. I was all dressed and excited for the event. However, it turned out to be quite a disappointment. The programme was pretty uninteresting, food was not satisfactory and most importantly, my colleaks and i did nt get to sit together. It was free-sitting and we went late, that's why. It was a new experience for me though, witnessed the HSBC's spirit. I took a precious photo too... featuring my CEO (Guy) and I... hee. He is so...... tall.

By the way, one of my colleaks told me that the number one my wrist band kai1 lu4 wei2 jiang3. I din buy of course... diao.

That's me and my favorite colleak. Work life is more interesting with her. ;)

I mentioned about my favorite mooncake in the previous entry. My manager told me on Friday that Marriot's mooncakes were out of stock (in all three outlets). It was really depressing to hear that. I told Teddy about that and he reassured me that he will try to get it for me. And with much effort... presenting... Tada!

It was the first ting he did after work on tat very dae (while i was attending dnd). Thank You.... and yummi. The cuties in the pics are sweet thoughts too.

We juz spent our zhong1 qiu1 jie2 together. Great food in Pearl River :) but cost a bomb :(. Poor Teddy feasted with me even though he is still suffering from pain due to tooth extraction. He bought me a lantern but for some reason i threw a little temper, which i later felt so silly for it.... oops.. sorry. I love the lantern, seriously and thanks for your accompany.

Neh Neh Ni Boo Boo

Look who is leading!!!... hohoho. and Liverpool is... 3rd. bleh

Racing Against Time

My senior is on one week leave and i am given the responsibility to cover the workload of 2. It's pretty challenging as i have to meet many cut-off time and to ensure that cash balance is in place. I can't lunch out since at least one have to be present at all times. However, i am fortunate to have a bunch of colleaks who are willing to lunch-in with me. Though i am drained, i am kinda enjoying the empowerment given. It's time to prove myself and to fend off all unfair judgement made about me. 3 daz past and 2 more to go. I am not sure how it will turn out but i am trying my very best. Do wish me luck.

My teddy has been buying me breakfast for the past 2 daz. I thank him for the extra attention during this tired week. =)

Mooncake Festival is Coming Soon

I was extremely drained on Friday... heavy workload plus a big arguement the previous day. Finally near 7.30pm, i left the office. I walked slowly towards the MRT station with a heavy heart. As i walked, i heard foot steps following closely behind and suddenly a leafy rose appeared right in front of me. I did not spot him as he was hiding at the ATM lobby. He managed to put a smile back on my face again.

Leafy rose growing on my bed room wall?

I did some shopping on Saturday for Sijia's (my niece) birthday gift and for the coming HSBC's dnd.

Angel stitch (spotted while shopping in Kiddy Palace) for me... hee. Simply heart it.

Mooncake festival is coming... i will (must) get Marriot's durian mooncakes by next week before they are sold out. It's the best durian mooncake ever, trust me!!! Teddy and i went to Chinese Garden on Saturday. Hmmm... it's our 4th time there to shang3 deng1. =) I dunno if Teddy is still feeling the same. We even brought some cool stuff to enjoy... haha. Check out our photos... ya, by the way, marine theme this year (something new).

I hope the next visit will be with this same guy.

While I was gloomy...

Thank you, my sweetest girlfriend.

Upcoming Leave

I will be on leave from 1st Oct to 9th Oct and from 19th Nov to 23 Nov. Any suggestion on wad i can do? or any volunteer to accompany me?

Discontented... :(

I Love This Weekend

I have been quite quick-temper recently... After giving some careful thought about the causes to all the frustration in me, i came out with an answer- I am feeling insecure and unsettled for all the waits and uncertainties that have surfaced at this stage of my life.

Waiting for my probation to be over (waiting for my appraisal)
Waiting for my chance to get converted
Waiting for my holiday in October and November
Waiting for my day
Uncertainties and waits in someting that matters most

I am also grumpy because of my weight gain. I know it sounds silly... but it just make things worse with all the troubling things.

Of course there is something to be happy about. I had a great weekend... sweet, which is one important factor to perk my weekend.

Teddy appeared down my office on Friday with a big fat rose. =) Women (most), including myself just simply couldn't resist flowers. Something so simple yet sweet that made me forget all tough time i had at work.

Teddy and I prepared pasta on Saturday and headed to our big "project" in a beatiful place.

The garden houses beautiful swans and funny squirrel. Funny cos... Teddy and i were about to leave for dinner and spotted a squirrel lying on the road. It was breathing heavily. We thought it fell from the tree and was hurt. When i was trying to think of ways to help the squirrel, another crowd came... a boy gave it a very gentle kick and the squirrel jumped and run. haha... was that "gotcha"??? We also wathed Rat-ta-too-eeeeee on the same night. Though not that funny as compared to Simpon, it has good story line. The "popcorn" in my hand is GV membership. It's free... if u are interested can register at it's website.

My pressies over the weekend... *heart teddy*

Am i still one as the gift says? haha.

AOH ( ' o ,' )

It has been a very busy week for me and i hardly have the time to blog... a big "project" going on. Some nice experience that i would love to share.

Creative fan4 tuan2 found in PS

Army Open House- my teddy's passion =) and i enjoy knowing more about this interest of his. I got to try camp food... not that bad afterall (maybe onli the western food they serve is ok... :X).